I want my peace garden to be green.

I am a lucky lady.  Big time.  I listened to this tonight - and for the first time, I didn't sob uncontrollably.  I cried - but I didn't puke or anything.  What an amazing man.  An amazing voice.  What a fire he had.  More people need that.  To stop the complaining.  Stop the pessimism.  And be thankful.  Because when you think what you have today isn't enough - tomorrow it could be less.  Gratitude grows peace.  And I want my garden to be green.  And instead of being angry that he is gone - I am making a conscience effort tonight to be thankful that I had him.  To let gratitude take over anger and want.  And be content where I am today.  And, in this moment, I am content.